Little fairies, fireworks, and fireflies.

Hola my few few followers! Those consisting of my best friend and my mom… XD It’s been a while. 🙂

I’ve been searching hard for jobs here in Springfield, but no such luck. Thankfully, I’ll be starting work for my new boyfriend’s brother, Steven, in mid July. So for the meantime, I’ll be searching for part time jobs, or anything really. I even put up a post on facebook asking people if they needed their lawns mowed. Really, anything just to scrape by for now until my work with Steven will be fine.

In the fall, hopefully I’ll be starting cosmetology school full time, and me and Risu (Chris) have worked out a schedule with Steven that will work around any hours I have at school, and leave room for our relationship too. I’ll be loosing sleep working from 10-4 am, but the money will be worth it. 🙂

This weekend is going to be a blast! Risu is getting his girls starting Friday, and going through the entire week and they agreed to start off the weekend with a girlie sleepover! Me and Chris were thinking we’d take them to the pool, then take em home, give them pretty makeovers, maybe dress them up like fairies or something, then go to the field next to the fire station and catch fireflies in mason jars. ^^ I love those girls! So basically anything they wanna do will be fine with me. Kaley even gave me her cell number so we can text. She’s so fun and adorable! 🙂

Speaking of fun things, 4th of July is coming up! I was hoping to be able to take a few friends down to Black and set off fireworks and have a fire, but funds probably wont call for that trip this year. :\ However! Me and Risu might have a  bbq with a couple of people and set off the fireworks that we have. Or possibly just find an unpopulated spot and have a fire for just the two of us with a couple of hotdogs and drinks. I guess it all depends on what mood he’s in. 😛 Whatever we do, I’m sure it will be fun, because he usually makes me laugh till I pee, so it’s always a good time. 😉 Hopefully all of you have a wonderful 4th of July too!

Thanks for reading, I really just needed to write down what’s going on, because it feels like things might finally start looking up! I’ll write again soonish. 🙂



My personal fail blog

So…. I haven’t updated in a while. I figured since my life has started to fall apart again, maybe I should start writing about it. Heh.

Here are my updates since last time I was on here:

-Moved to Springfield MO

-Started cullinary school

-Got and lost 3 jobs

-Had multiple repairs done on my sorry sorry car

-Hated cullinary so switched to graphic design

-Got a beta fish from my boyfriend

-Got dumped by my boyfriend (on the same day)

-But made a few good friends in the process

-Still havent gotten my yellow belt in Kenpo, and probably wont for a while.

And that about covers it. Recently I’ve decided that I hate my life the way it is, so I’m gonna try and do something about it, but we’ll see how far that goes. I have a lot of goals to cover to make myself the way I wanna be. And it’s gonna take a lot of work. Hopefully I don’t Emo out on any of you and decide to stop writing or even trying to make my life better.

Any way, that’s about it. I’ll try and post again soon.